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FINALLY!!! Thursday is OVER!!! We have been working so hard for PDM. at least i am. and i'm so so so relief that it's over now. but more other bombs are coming. and i've been so worried about its over already! but more is coming up for PDM! 新加坡金曲奖2009 IT's TOMORROW!!!!!!!! HOOORAY! anyway, it will be broadcast on Saturday, Channel U, 7.30pm! I cant wait to see MAYDAY! the other attending ones are; S.H.E/五月天/蔡健雅/萧敬腾/梁文音/徐佳莹/黄靖伦/张芸京/Olivia Ong/迷路兵/陈伟联/蔡艾珈/黄智阳/陈彼得/邱意琳/叶敦鸿/陈迪雅/杨佳莹 All in bold are the ones that i want to see! the rest are just you know, to fill up the space! Anyway, Pei Hui always make me feel so excited!!! She was telling me she took picture with 梁文音 just now. Then she say next time when YOGA comes, she will smuggle me into her work place to let me take photo with him! WOOHOO! sounds so exciting lah! YOGA faster come! I have half more person to love <3 now. too many responsibilities! Thank You Jiayi, PH and Ivy for your concern! =D
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Recalling the times with XXX; He/she told me that people always dont want to share their so called secrets/troubles with me because they dont trust me as i am a big mouth who will go sprout nonsense and spread to the neighbour next door. I actually reflected and changed. But people still dont share with me but only with him/her. Thats why i was left out, nobody want to share with me. Then one fine day, he/she said, Maybe you did not put in enough effort that people recognise it. Thats why after you changed, they still dont trust you. And he/she say Just wait for the person to tell you whatever secrets he/she has. And so, i waited and waited.. Still, nobody trusts me. The end result is, now, i always pretend nothing happened, dont ask and wait for the durians to drop. If you have been following my entries, i blogged about this person a lot a lot. The bad things he/she did to me. Although i'm always angry with him/her for not acting what he/she says, i still forgive him/her. Because the clique told me that he/she has his/her reasons blah blah blah and i should forgive him/her since the clique trusts him/her so much. And whatever he/she does is for the good sake of the whole clique. To say the truth, I dont 100% or even 90% trust him/her after all the things he/she did/said to me. In short, i never totally trusted him/her. Until after he/she told me he/she was left out. Then i thought, finally we are in the same boat, he/she understands how i feel. so i poured out to him/her. But, in the end, it turned out not to be like this. I hated him/her in the past. 100% hatred But things changed, I dont hate him/her as much already. But things changed again and now, I dont know if i should hate him/her like last time, or stick to what i said; I dont hate or is angry with him/her, but disappointed. How do i feel towards him/her now? I am confused.
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30 Oct 2009 I did not go to school because it was my COUSIN's wedding!! ( it happened that i dont have lessons, not i pon-ed.) But the weather is damn horrible, when we were about to leave the house it POURED cats, donkeys, monkeys and doggies. So we waited and waited until Cousin Irene came to fetch us. Tea ceremony. Visited my Da sister. Me and sister bought over all our clothes and all the random stuffs over to my Da sister house. so we can dress up and go to the hotel at night. I cant imagine how my Da sister will manage to leave house alone if we were not there. Da Sister Fu waited for us for abt 2 hours downstairs. The baby was crying non stop during the journey. Reached the hotel. NOVOTEL. beside clarke quay! OMG, its awesome!!!! the view from the room. i want to stay there for my whole life. LOL. The baby did not cry throughout the dinner. because he was fascinated by the BLING BLING BOOMs LIGHTS.  BABY JADON at the dinner! PS/ the food sucks. $1000 per table, dont play play! 31 Oct 2009 Sister went to the Zoo because her company organised a family day. I WANT TO GO! but the previous night was the wedding. I cant wake up early. =X at the end of the day, Sister grumbled for not bringing me along because her friend is totally not interested in the animals. LOLs. I went to meet DARLING-er and JiaYi. We waited for the rain to stop for 1.5 hours. Shingz! Dinner at SUBWAY with boss and Ivy. I know i'm not supposed to eat subway until November. but its the last day already! so YA. Shingz! The Earth is falling apart, do you agree? I am about to go crazy, do you agree? PPS/ There was this preview of Yoga's album at NTU and NP. got freebies! but i never go. And i have no friends to get it for me. =(
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説謊的人，要吞一千根针。。。 林宥嘉 -- 説謊 是有过几个不错对象 说起来并不寂寞孤单 可能我浪荡 让人家不安 才会结果都指望 我没有什么阴影魔障 你千万不要放在心上 我又不脆弱 何况那算什么伤 反正爱情不就都这样 我没有说谎 我何必说谎 你懂我的 我对你从来就不会假装 我哪有说谎 请别以为你有多难忘 消失真的不是我逞强 我好久没来这间餐厅 没想到已经换了装潢 角落那窗口 闻的到玫瑰花香 被你一说是有些印象 我没有说谎 我何必说谎 你知道的我缺点之一就是很健忘 我哪有说谎 是很感谢今晚的相伴 但我竟然有些不习惯 我没有说谎 我何必说谎 爱一个人没爱到难道就会怎么样 别说我说谎 人生已经如此的艰难 有些事情就不要拆穿 我没有说谎 是爱情说谎 它带你来骗我说可我没有可能有希望 我没有说谎 祝你做个幸福的新娘 我的心事请你全遗忘
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I LOVE 台湾时尚界F4！  I only love 丁春城 and 高以翔！(the ones in the center.) They acted in 桃花小妹 as 陈转 and 陈合 respectively! Anyway, there are so many happenings! I dont want to blog about them. Want to know what happened to me, please come and ask me ok! I dont like to pretend, but i have to continue to. 我没有说谎，我何必说谎？
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I'm happy if i dont think or get bothered by it. The moment i see something related, I become emo and frustrated. i dont like it. The only way to heal and be free from it is to, Listen to music and be EMO. ??????????? i dont know and i dont like.
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如果... 可以我早就不管了 我受不了 刻意地假装，真的很辛苦。 我的面具到底何时才能撕下？ 关心我，可以吗？
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